I'm safe

I forgot that last month I planned to post the I'm safe and healthy! Covid-19 has not attacked any of my family, as far as we know. School in public has closed down, but it's still up online. It won't help my mental health, though. Last month I was so depressed that I got close to harming myself... This isn't doing well with my anxiety and depression.

Well, I'll do my best to check in just in case there is someone who reads my blog, which I doubt. ;u;

Minecraft -- Building

I honestly prefer to make the “box” look. You can make it look good without spending hundreds of hours doing a difficult look that may look absolutely awful the creator’s opinion. I can’t stand trying to make detailed houses, because I like simple but elegant. Wood? I like to match the most similar looking wood together. Adding windows, maybe different block-type walls, makes it a bit more interesting. (I can never add metal. I can’t stand it. It actually hurts my eyes.)

I’m a perfectionist, though. I can’t do the, again in my opinion, “disorganized” look some people prefer. I will go insane if I try to do that, because I will ultimately destroy it completely and start over how I prefer. Some of the designs interests me, but the roofs(?)? They make me cringe because both, or more, sides almost never look the same. That’s why I choose to do a few layers of slabs and/or stairs. I mentally and emotionally can’t stand it. This game is about personal creativity. I plan to make a better looking type of builds, but I just can’t do some designs people like because of my perfectionism. Perfectionism doesn’t mean perfect to everyone else’s eyes. It means it looks perfect in their own eyes. Me? I don’t care what others think of my creativity. (Unless, y'know, it’s art irl…)

I like to have these simple details:
- A “box” look. Not everyone likes the “I have way too much time on my hands” look.
- Four to five block tall outside walls. Width depends on my mood.
- Windows. Windows everywhere. (Although if the spaces in between each window cluster don’t match, I will add more space in the main structure.)
- Double doors.
- If I have the time and right mood, make a slab and/or stair roof.

 Overall, my perfectionism with the main structure gives so much space that I have absolutely no clue how to use it. That’s why I try to make it as small as my poor self can allow. If there isn’t enough space on the main floor, I simply add another.

In drawing, most people like my style of doing things. Some even try their hand at my style, which makes me feel so honored!

Little Teapot but it's a Duckling instead

This is what happens when it's quiet, you leave me alone, and don't give me anything to do. And I'm so tired I can't really think right. Please send sleep to this tired Bird...

I'm a little duckling, short and stout
Here are my wings, here is my beak
If I get all steamed up, hear me quack
Leave me alone and let me swim

GUYSGUYSGUYSGUYSGUYS

I'M FINALLY OVER 100 POUNDS
IT TOOK TEN YEARS
BUT I FINALLY GOT IT
103.6 LBS

That's basically all I wanted to say. Because that is extremely important to my, tbh.

Forks

Me: *grabs yogurt* *looks through cutlery drawer*
Me: No teaspoons, huh? I don't like using tablespoons...that's a last resort...
Me: *looks slightly to the left* There's a ton of forks here...
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Me: *grabs fork* I've done it before, and I can do it again. I want this yogurt.


Yeaaah, I actually did use a fork. There were no teaspoons. ;-;
The fork idea actually worked, tho. o.o Better than a spoon. Maybe I'll use a fork next time on purpose?

Downloaded Spotify

Just as the title says, I have downloaded Spoitfy again and holy crap. The nostalgia I'm expereincing right now is insane. I love it!! I forgot how much I love the songs I've got on my main playlist, "Current Favorites". I still love them all, and I'm happy to add some more songs that I absolutely LOVE right now!! YEEEEEE!!!

Brain, please stop

I was hiking today, and on the way back down, I realized something… Zombies are an oxymoron. Zombies are dead people, yes? And they are also alive. Living dead people. LIVING and DEAD. Why does my brain think of such random things when it’s allowed to think? This happens all the time when I'm taking a bath... Every. Single. Time.

One of my all time favorite videos!

Question and Answer: Is StarClan real?

In a way, yes. Look at it from a religious point of view. By the way, there are spoilers to those who have not finished up to arc 4 (aka Omen of the Stars).

StarClan is portrayed as Heaven. StarClan is a world for warriors who have done good deeds to their Clan, although I’m not sure if you have to believe in StarClan to join. Examples of the cats are Bluestar, Firestar, Cinderpelt, Hollyleaf, and Ravenpaw.

The Dark Forest, or The Place of No Stars, is Hell. Those who have done evil, or participated in evil, are sent to the Dark Forest. Again, I’m not sure if you have to believe in StarClan to be sent here. Examples are Tigerstar, Hawkfrost, Mapleshade, Thistleclaw, and Brokenstar.

Crossing the Road

People don't pay attention, do they? Or they do pay attention and just don't care. I have a some things to say about cross-walks.

We all know that a large amount of people press the cross-walk button practically a THOUSAND times; sadly very little people know that no matter how many times you press that damn button, you're turn isn't going to come any faster. I always inwardly face palm. I only ever press the button a second (or more) time(s) when I either can't tell if it went through, or if I forget if a pressed it or not. So if you ever see me press the button again, those are the reasons.

Part of me wouldn't be surprised if most Americans and Canadians don't know that you only need to press it once. I don't know what it's like in other parts of the world, so I can only speak of USA and Canada. So, if any of you didn't know this, you're welcome.

I am Miss Birdy Senju, your favorite teacher for random and pointless things.